Don’t give up.

Have you ever felt like you are at the literal end of your rope?

Today has been rough. Mostly this evening. Our 3.5 year old daughter will hardly eat anything. If she eats anything, it’s something like pop tarts or something not exactly healthy, like that. I just wish she would eat, something. Her 14 month old brother eats literally anything! I wish her seeing him eat everything we give him would help her, but it hasn’t.

Tonight, I was about ready to throw in the towel. I put our daughter in her room, and I just went to the back bathroom and cried. More like sobbed. I don’t even know what to do anymore.

Sometimes, like on nights like tonight, I feel like I wasn’t meant to be a mom. I know that if I wasn’t, I wouldn’t have had them, but…it’s just really hard to see how or why I became a mom. I feel like I lose it all the time. And I don’t want to do that in front of the kids.

I feel like I’m being a failure to everyone around me. I can’t do anything right. I can’t say anything right. Im just really struggling right now.

I know I made the blog to encourage others, but I could really use the encouragement right now. Am I the only one struggling in this area right now? Or even another area? Or is it just me? If anything, I would really appreciate some prayers. Thanks. ❤️

In other news, I cut my hair this week! That’s helped me a little bit, but tonight was still rough. Sometimes I don’t even know.